I am sorry for what u gone through. But soon u will have ur baby in ur hands so have a bit more patience. U r almost there. The baby can come out anytime now.
Yesterday i was so tired from lack of sleep that managed to sleep for awhile sitting which made me feel a bit better. In the night decided to try to sleep laying down and woke up many times with terrible pain but this time on diffrent places on the lower back. Tonight will check my sofa and see if i can change anything to make it more comfortable.
The pain is only when i lay down. If i sit with my back supported or walk it is all right.
Also i was feeling during the night pain as if all the muscles around my pelvic are streching. I dont know if it is on my mind but it feels like streching which hurts a lot. Like if my pelvic is getting larger and biggr and making all my muscles strech and hurt badly.
Am having my check up the next week so will definately talk to the midwife about these problems. Am still 30 weeks and have at least 7 more weeks to go untill the count down starts. Am constantly repeating to myself that the most of it is finished so it is just a little more time remained. Just a bit more patience and then i will be too happy with my baby and will not even remember all these pains now.
The happiness is always coming mixed with difficulty and suffer. This is how the life is.
Also the baby moving becomes a lot more uncomfortable now since the baby is much bigger than before. Sometimes i feel like it is pressing so much on the walls of the uterus that will show up out of the skin somehow. I try to caress the skin of my bump where i feel the baby is pressing and try to calm her down so she will settle in one possition and stop moving that much. No bending is possible anymore either. If i bend for something she is rebelling and moving inside like crazy pushing my ribs and kicking up. So i have to strech again to give her some more space. But i guess it is all normal to be like this.
It is not easy to become a mom but the happiness from it will overcome the difficulty i believe. So it is all worth to go through while thinking of holding this tiny little thing in my arms.