Posted by Mels on September 05, 2003 at 10:01:09:
In Reply to: New mothers deserves support posted by Materni-Tee.com on September 05, 2003 at 02:40:23:
Girls, thank you. Actually, I am already on meds. I know I'm putting myself out for a whole lot of anonymous flack later with this one, but I'm on Prozac. I wasn't insulted with the post about depression. I am definitely suffering from it. I do have my happy moments, though. But this week has just been very hard. Back to work full-time, got my period, getting up in the middle of the night (or early morning, anyway--like four-ish) with the baby...it's just been rough...and I'm very, very tired and worn out. So that isn't helping.
I love my little boy so much. I miss him and I'm glad it's the weekend so we can all spend time together. We need it, bad. DH had trouble separating from the baby this morning, too. Colin is really getting a personality of his own and is so adorable that it's hard to let go of him, knowing I won't see him again for eight more hours. I think DH is starting to feel the same way. We had a talk this morning. We're in a big rut. Nothing but work and responsibilities and almost no fun, b/c by the time the work is done, everybody's just too f*cking tired to do squat. So we might take a ride this weekend and go for coffee and maybe stop at the local nursery or something to look at all the Hallowe'en decorations & buy gourds & all that.
Ah well. Am rambling in my semi-coherent state. Time to get a little work done. Thanks for being there & for answering, girls.
Mels
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