I have a beautiful 8 month old son, and now pregnant again with my second. I'm currently in the begining of my 5th month. and when my son was born i have every intention of being a good mother but then after a few months after his birth i started getting really depressed and now its worse when he crys i have bad thoughts of cuicide and more is there couciling for this before it gets worse.. this scares me this isn't normally me at all.. plus first time mom now with 2 that are gonna be in diapers where do I go to get help before this gets worse than it is now?
