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Posted by MarybethW on December 06, 2002 at 18:28:43:
I know exactly what you're saying - "I don't even know what I want anymore". I'm not nursing anymore, either, and miss the closeness that we used to have there. The other night Alex was sleeping peacefully away, and I had this sudden urge to go get her up - I wanted to hold her. Of course, my husband sat and me and wouldn't let me near her room... but it was really tempting. How conflicing that I spend all of my energy trying to get her to sleep and when she's asleep I want to wake her up! I'll blame sleep deprivation....it's making me loopy.
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