Hi There, I read the post Liseee sent you about talking to me. If you want to here my story I am more than happy to discuss it with you but it doesn't have a happy ending. I am not going to tell it unless you want to hear but I do have some advice to give that could be very helpful in your situation. Let me know and we can do it through e-mail because it is quite long. Take care of yourself and your little one. I am praying for you.