Posted by Nad on June 10, 2003 at 10:17:47:
Just a short venting bout. I went to church this weekend. And an acquaintance there came up to me and asked me how far along I was. I said 3 month +. She then asks " So how come you got a belly?"
I said I dunno my mum said I wont show till 5-6 months but I started showing early. She says I know about 4-5 months. Any how she holds me around the shoulder and whispers. I know what this is I think it is fat. Offers some flleting advice about not putting on too much weight and says I want when the baby comes to see you get back down and looking hot and stuff. I agreed and left. But to tell the truth I felt SOOOOOOO bad all day after that.
Then there is a lady at work that is always bugging me to wear flat shoes. I intend to but I havent gotten around to getting a nice pair for work yet. What is wrong with everybody. I wonder what to say to them when they say these things. It may seem silly but it hurts.
Then my mother cant seem to get excited with me. I am so glad to have the board that ya all can get excited with me over certain things. The other day I told her I was starting to feel the baby move. She said no I wasnt that I wouldnt feel it move ffor some time. Im not even four months yet. blah blah. Check me on the phone like a pathetic child trying to convince my mum that I felt the baby move. Since then I felt it much stronger but I basically decided I have nothing more to tell anybody. Sometimes its like if I didnt know I was pregnant Id doubt myself. People saying your not showing its fat, my mum saying the baby isnt moving. I mean. I wanted people to see Im pregnant so they can be excited but if you ask me they could really be a pain. Any ways too long already so Im gone.
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