Posted by What am I supposed to do now? on July 12, 2003 at 16:40:42:
I am 8 weeks pregnant with my first... My boyfriend is the father and we've been having problems for the past year... I nver thought i'd get pregnant with him and I made a vow from the beinning that i'd never have achild with him because of the way he treats me and our animals.
he's conniving, rude, selfish, always has to have his way, acts like a 5 year old, yells alot, does not have any considertation for others or others property, we fight A LOT, he never backs down even when things get physical, gets pissy with me because i am horomonal, if I do something to him, he has to do it back 10x more, if we argue especially now he has to yell and be the big man and won't stop arguing until i'm in tears (and even then he goes on and on when I no longer fight back).
I just bought a new truck, live in a dumpy apartment that is not suitable for a baby, and am probably going to dump him. how in the world am I going to survive alone? The truck is expensie but I just took it off the lot yesterday and was stupid enough to put money down so now I have nothing and won't be able to sell this and pay it off for the amount i bought it for so i need to keep it for at least the next year or two. I am so stressed out I'm worried about the baby but I want nothing to do with this man any longer... and I dont want him to have anything to do with the baby bewcauase he'll turn it rotton and leave me to deal with what he's created.
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