Well, from your post it sounds to me like you want to keep this baby. That is good. You can do this. Worrying is definantly the worse thing you can do right now. I think you probaly should leave him if fights between you guys get physical. That's not good for the baby either, and I know you wouldn't want your child to grow up seeing that. I'm sorry I don't really have any great advice for you. But if you need support and advice, this is definantly the place to be. There's alot of great people here and I'm sure you will get many of helpfull responses. Good luck to you and your baby and please keep us posted!!