NEWBORNS are hard to come by for many parents seeking to adopt but YOUNG children there are plenty of! Maybe you could find a wonderful 1 or 2 year old instead of doing a newborn? I dont think you should feel guilty about wanting to adopt a baby boy but if you do it might ease your thoughts a bit and help a child that might have trouble finding parents the older they get. Best Luck let us know what you decide! Meagan