Well, let's start with a hello to everyone taking time to read this.
Im a youngen i suppose. I am almost 17
, October 3rd i found out that i am goin on my 4th week of being pregnant.
I was shocked...not upset, angry or stupified.
it happened and partially at my doing.
Im happy, overjoyed, and pretty much at the happiest state ive ever been.
I am NOT married. But that situation is working itself out pretty well.
I guess this pregnancy thing is going well.
Im just scared sometimes....its more of me being overly paranoid of losing my baby.
im almost scared to do anything fearing that "anything could happen at any moment" that could take away this joyful happening in my life.
Is it normal for me to freak out so often? it causes a bit of stress but i just dont want to have another miscarriage. it would kill me.
ESPECIALLY since ive finally found my one and only forever lover. i love him dearly and he didnt abandon me like the last guy. hes taking this well and hes working and doing EVERYTHING id expect him to do..without me telling him or trying to make him do anything. he cares and it would hurt me even more if i lost his child as well. anyways thanks for reading this much.
any advice..reply or any ole' random comments are openly welcomed.
thanks for readin this far..sorry for any mis-spellings or grammar erors.