Posted by GINA on September 03, 2003 at 00:15:09:
In Reply to: what should I do? posted by gina on September 01, 2003 at 10:35:15:
HI!! how's it goin?.... well, I took another HPT this morning it came out negative. But my period hasn't come down yet. I feel like sh*t.... I told my mom, we're really hoping I am not. I cried every moment I am alone. One of the reason I am crying is b/c I know an abortion is a really big sin and I am scared that God might punished me like I won't be able to have kids later in life or not have that special thing I wished and not have a baby, or I die.... But if I keep the baby I am being selfish, I will ruin everybody's life. I mean my bf, is pro-choice, he said its my decision he'll be there to help me no matter what. But I will ruin everybody's, my stuff, my life, I would put it on hold for a few years. I will keep praying for my period to come down and I will let you guys if it came down. Thanks for all your support, keep posting.